"I wanna rock and roll all nite and party every day" - Kiss
Oh the sad extremes we would go to. The great lengths we'd subject ourselves to, just to "have some fun". The underbelly of the party. Going to a party and not remembering it. Embracing the Porcelain and praying to God. Waking up with wet sheets, because we were too passed out to get up and make it to the bathroom. Waking up with Vomit in our hair.... Waking up in a jail cell, and not knowing what we did to get there.
These are the good times we're giving up?
Be Gone "Evil Good Times!!!" Be Gone I say!!
I have gotten honest with myself. My life had become unmanageable.
I got on my knees and prayed to God.
A God that I don't, and will never completely understand, but greater then myself.
In the depths of despair, that was enough.
My Prayers have been answered. I am sober today. I am happy.
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